Something new. Something better. Someone better and new.

Dear 25 year old,

 I am a Paradox ( as opposed to being a hypocrite). Well, you (25 year old me) are too.

I am an extrovert but still find it difficult to talk to strangers (even ordering stuff on the phone or in a mall scares/scared me. But I have grown. FINALLY. THANKFULLY.

                                                    She's the man.

Well, anyway, I have been lazing away the whole week and school's starting from Monday...

Before my one week vacation began I had made these grand plans of completing my course which never saw the light of day. 

Nevermind that.

I have to submit the research question for my Sociology Project tomorrow. I am going to do a project on the Condition or Hardships faced by the Transgender Community in my country. Well, I hope everything goes fine. I can't believe it, but I had the guts to call up several NGOs (who asked me to call tomorrow again) about this issue. I can't believe that I, the shy, stuttering girl who was so scared of conversing with strangers, has FINALLY stepped up and turned over a new greener leaf. 

                                                             Yay me!


Dear 25 year old me, I wonder how my project went? You must already know, right? I wonder if I even went through with it?

I hope I did.

I hope I did an awesome job. I hope I scored full marks in my 12th class Board Examination. Hope is Eternal, eh?

I hope I got to interview members of the transgender community! Did I make friends with them? Oh, won't that be swell.

Mostly, I want to be able to go through with this project , with my head held  high till the end! I don't  want to be a quitter. Not any more. I want to finish the things I started (Gee, anyone else notice how it looks like I am going kill someone or something? hahaa).

I want to make someone proud of me and my actions. :)

Love,


Anna